field notes

the journal.

October 8, 2026

am I doing this mindfulness stuff right? a handwritten poem

Sometimes I have debates in my mind. This is what they look like at times.

September 24, 2026

the dangers of shoulding

what kind of subconscious impact does the word “should” have on my life?

August 12, 2026

may and june reflections

I went on two different yoga retreats. what happened afterwards was life-changing, literally.

July 30, 2026

my post for permission

i have thoughts and ideas i want to share! no longer will i let the fear of being seen hold me back.

June 10, 2026

maddi’s university. books i’ve read, want to read and currently have a spot on my shelf! knowledge belongs to everyone. as i get older i am more intrigued with idea of becoming a “free thinker” in a world filled with bias confirming algorithms. books have kept me in a place of thinking for myself. the more that i learn the better i have become at making decisions about the direction of my life. i am mainly pulled to spirituality + embodied philosophy, psychology + self development and creativity + discipline.

August 22, 2025

hello i am a recovering people pleaser